here you will find a selection of music I like,
along with the lyrics I identify with the most.
these lyrics may depict what I feel better than I could even put into words myself.
i've got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control; can't keep track of where it's traveling
i've got my heart, but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood
you are my angel (are my angel)
come from way above
love you, love you, love you, love you
love you, love you, love you, love you
love you, love you, love you, love you
love you, love you, love you, love you
love you, love you, love you, love you
the sunshine girl is sleeping
she falls and dreams alone
and me I am her dagger
too numb to feel her pain
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SEE
I DON'T WANT WHAT I KNOW
I DON'T NEED WHAT I WANT
I DON'T FEEL WHAT I NEED
I DON'T SAY WHAT I FEEL
I DON'T DO WHAT I SAY
I DON'T LIKE WHAT I DO
I JUST LIKE TO WASTE
i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am the silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down, I use you up
mr. self destruct
shame, such a shame
i think i kind of lost myself again
day, yesterday
really should be leaving, but I stay
you break my back
you won't break me
all is black
but i still see
shut me down
knock me to the floor
shoot me up
fuck me like a whore
(instrumental)
i am all alone this time around
sometimes on the side i hear a sound
places parallel i know it's you
feel the little pieces bleeding through
and on
i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
I used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody
it won't give up, it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head
it won't give up, it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head
into the flood again
same old trip it was back then
so I made a big mistake
try to see it once my way
it's sole desertion
(flying, not yet) quite the notion
i really don't know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
(hey god) can this world really be as sad as it seems?
there's something cold and blank
behind her smile
she's standing on an overpass
in her miracle mile
'cause you were from a perfect world
a world that threw me away today, today, today
to run away
...
her mouth was an empty cut
and she was waiting to fall
just bleeding like a Polaroid
that lost all her dolls
lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin, succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete
universe surrounds, when you're ready
it waits for us to, to leave this earth
come on, they're calling your name out
i don't know
i could stay or leave
either way
'cause the comet can take us
all the way through
goodbye, same heaven
new, new world
i'll be waving
goodbye, same heaven
new, new world
i'll be waving, goodbye
reason to see, everything looks the same
i don't know if the change made was great
'cause the craving remains the same
we chase misprinted lies
we face the path of time
and yet I fight, and yet I fight
this battle all alone
no one to cry to
no place to call home
ooh
ooh-ooh
oh
ooh-ooh
my gift of self is raped
my privacy is raked
and yet I find, and yet I find
repeating in my head
if I can't be my own
i'd feel better dead
smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what I believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
(throw it away)
